Thank You Allah -2011

First gandson - Umar Khan..Nov 15 2010..Welcome to the world..Pakcik Nawfal tengah test kenjalan kulit anak sedara baru dia
Cuti April 2010 di Awana Kijal.. First time naik flight
Nawfal yg paling segak of all..
For record, this is how I look at age of 33..
Anak teruna exploring the nature sambil tunggu kerepek Wan..business bulan puasa
My new hobby..fine dining serving at home... lest cost high satisfaction


My first post in 2011. Tengak dok lepak dgn anak kat family hall atas... syiok... hall bawah tak banyak kotor sbb dah spent most of the time kat atas.. hehe.. hubby bought early birthday present ..LED TV 42". I love you la sayang walaupun org tahu birthday tu sebenarnya utk the whole family.
What major things happenned
- Tukar anak masuk Qdees.. kat sini campur bangsa biar dia tahu... MGO sikit.. cultural differences.. Hari tu pegi ramai lak member vision homes hantar kat situ. Hubby suka .. I'm more than happy.. Thank you Allah
- Kenapa bukan Krista - There's nothing wrong with Krista.. but if they do better planning.. tak last minute buat event.. tak kan reveal dissatistaction.. ni kes nak cepat yg mana budak cekap habis harung semua kerja... budak lembap lagi jadi lembap la..Anyway... the main reason I need them to mingle around with other races
- Nawfal cukup happy gi sekolah..naik van..nyanyi lagu choo choo train.. First dah of school dah berani mintak teacher extra meal.."Teacher saya nak lagi".Ha nak tahu badan dia mcm mana? Mangai sehat!!
- Went to Janda baik after trip in Dec.. Enjoying every moments..the following week we went to Penang..Never disappointing us..always have good memories besides the traffic la.. macam dah tak muat nak tanggung pulau tu dgn org masuk.. Thank you Allah
- Trip - First time in Tokyo, Osaka, Beijing, Shanghai... Thank you Allah
- I had a fight with him.. well ...what that's different than the rest..hehe..Anyway lesson learnt jgn take things for granted.. You will lose along the way.. Don't be complacent

My beloved anak2 sedara

Why suddenly it came to my mind writing this? Sebab semalam Lie tulis untuk maksu dia. They're truly special, always closest to my heart. Sebabnya when they came to this world the life more merrier..some thouhts

Iz dgn dikna - ini tempat eksperimen maksu dia..Depa ni pelat.."K"jadinya "T"..Maksu nya pun tak senononh suruh dikna semua "Pangkat" dlm bahasa pelat dia..definitely it turned out to be the dirty word. Faiz ni musuh ketat dulu..asyik bergadh je dgn budak. Sampai nangis2 gaduh dgn dia. tapi dia ni kecik mmg perfectionist.. budak dua special dr yg lain sebab kitorang masa kecik dulu merasa mandi sama2.

Vision boyz - Dari kecik dah nampak potentiallity budak2 ni... Mmg futuristic..tu sebab dia boleh form this group, sebab they know they are stronger together.. I still remember their motto.. Man gotto what man got to do..Ni kerja Lie la..Si Mu rtadha tu dia border2.. perangai macam budak lagi tapi sbb ikut along dia..so dia act like boyz to men.

Opah's Angel - Ni had pompuan..masa kecik2 lagi suka melawa.. Ingat lagi si Mardhiyyah..masa nak gi jogging..kat 3-4 kali salin baju.. itu baru rasanya darjah 6 takpun lower secondary.. itu kes nak mengorat aizat la tu. Si farhana ketua dia..memang dari kecik ada skill jadi cikgu bedah.. mulut pot pet. Cita cita nak jadi mak andam..hmmm..sib baik tak jadi.Si waydah suka cakap sorang sorang..dia perasan lah dia tgh ada show sendiri..ingat lagu syahadah..boleh tahan suara dia. "Masa dia baru balik UK..lidah manchester."Mommie. Si Aá dia sensitive sikit ..dia masa sekolah dulu ada time depression sampai kena tukar kelas

Mission kids -Ini semua yang the next generation.. Either Raziq or Iwan ketua dia.Raziq masa kecik dulu gemuk dgn rambut kerinting2.. kalau dia hug boleh tumbang. Iwan si imam muda ni..mischievous masa kecik2 dulu.pernah sekali tu dia tunjuk anu dia kat atas pagar rumah..Atah akim ni cute..jambu...masa lahir adik depa rahim sesuka je dukung budak tu ..gayat tgk.. budak tu tengkuk tak kuat lagi..akim ni ko-kurikulum..atah kurikulum..macam tula..akim ni outdoor..mmg pun suruh dia kiss maksu dia..dia gi penampar.. Acoy ni nampak jenis can't let go things..jgn berdendam sudahla .

okla that's all for now..anak dah bangun

Oct Post

It's second day of Oct. Dari post yang lepas Arie dah tukar maid baru lagi..Headache..Kali ni jenis tak boleh ditegur dia naik satu macam baran kalau ditegur. Dah le tu kerjanya ada je yang tak elok pandangan mata. bawah pegi jalan dia lak mencuci mata bukannya control anak2 hero ni. Kita lak mencari mana pegi kelibat dia..seksa jiwa raga..


Anyway..enough of maids..meh citer benda lagi. I went to Ya's wedding...Maha kuasa Allah..Indah!

over productive

Tadi kul 4.30 dah bangun terus turun bawah nak kemas rumah. Siap ketuk bilik maid suruh bangun. Dah kat setengah jam tunggulah azan ni berbunyi. Tengok jam rupannya baru kul 5 pagi.. alahai bibik ku sorry lat tergerak awal.

Ni gambar masa gi travel hari tu

Berikanlah ku kekuatan

April 11 - Was my bad month. Kena marah dengan boss US submit travel plan lambat..pastu dgn e-mail backlog... Ya Allah bagilah ku kekuatan.

Ya Allah - Ini rasanya ujian perkahwinan..up until now the mix feelings of perangai masih macam duri menyusuk jiwa. Why am I still willing to be so distance away from the office just to make sure my husband would get up for solat subuh..I am writing this note at 2.13 pm and he's still sleeping. Ya Allah besarnya ujian... I feel envy seeing other husbands wake up early doing outdoor chores. Ini ada kereta pun macam lori sampah...penuh dgn anak lipas

Writing using my new laptop

Taraaah!!! bought a new laptop last month. Remembrance of my last duit kutu for over 5+ yrs in this game. Finally they called it off. Lama tu..since my day saving money for the wedding, sampai beranak pinak.

Kenapa tergerak hati nak tulis. Masa menuju ke daun pintu rumah, tak disangka sangka dengar maid baru marah Nawfal. Menengking dia marahkan si Nawfal. Dengar suara Nawfal macam ketakutan. tengah down tahap gaban. Apa la nasib budak budak kena jaga dgn orang luar..

And for such long years, my husband agreed to stay beside me comforting my sorrow. Kalau tak mana dia suka dgr rintihan sedih bini dia which normally we ended with arguments. Seperti biasa he's such in positive position and I'm being the worst case scenario teller.

But I wont forget this moments of life... another episode of child's journey and my husband's romantic confession..when was his first crush on me. Dia kata "Masa Hariry and me met him at LRT Kelana Jaya'. salah satu taktik best friend dia nak kenenkan kami dua... Masalahnya I don't recall when was that.. Kenapa ambik dia kat LRT KJ pun tak tahu.. but at least I love him more everyday. I LOVE YOU SAYANG.

It's February - 2010

The year changed, masih di tokok lama.

1st child - 28
2nd child - 30
3rd child - 34
4th child - 38

Master degree by 40 (7 yrs to go)
PhD 45 

Selamat Datang Ramadhan

Syukur Alhamdulillah..masih diberi kurnia untuk bernafas setiap saat. Ramai yg telah pergi, masa kita ntah bila.. I will do my very best to fill in the months with barakah.

Ni nak share about kata2 dari Mak Cho.. which I think I need to keep this article for remembering our roots

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Blessings dan kesejahteraan hidup yg kita dap0at hari ini adalah berkat amalan dan doa orang tua kita. Teringat mkco, masa mkco krja kat Pontian dulu, atuk dgn Mkco selalu berutus surat. I still have some of his letters until now. Dia selalu akhirkan suratnya dgn kata-kata," Ayahanda selalu berdoa.." dan di skhir apa yg didoakannya dia kata, ingat lah bahawa doa dari orang tua kita itu dimakbulkan Allah.
> > Atuk was a very special man. Dia tak cakap banyak. dia tak marah anak-anak. Klu ada pon, agak2nya 2/3 kali setahun adalah, itu pon jangkamasa dia menegur kesalahan kita dgn marah pon tak sampai 3 minit pon. He observed our inclination and interests. Diam2 dia belikan Kelo kasut lumba lari, sbb Kelo selalu menang lwn lumba lari.Drjah 6 dia belikan mkco basikal, sbb sekolah mkco paling jauh, tak boleh jalan kaki. Satu masa dia belikan kami jam tangan Timex, tidak serentak tapi satu demi satu. Kelo dan Cu, seluar mereka tailor made kat regular tailornya di Menglembu, dan bila basuh, hantar dobby utk dry clean.Semua tu kami tak pernah minta. We led a very simple life. Gaji kastam berapa lah sangat.Tapi dia bantu adiknya yang hilang penlihatan on monthly regular basis. Jiran2 yang terdesak minta pinjam wang, tak pernah balik dgn hampa.Dia punya financial planning, fantastik. Minta aja duit buku, yuran2 tertentu, terus dia bagi.dia jahit baju Melayu anak-anak jiran, kira sedekah aja. Adikberadiknya kat kmpong mesti refer kat dia apa2 masalah pon. yg ptgnya, dia bawa keluarganya tinggal di tempat yg ada fasiliti bndr, w'pon dia ada rmh di kpg, that way kami dihantar ke sek org putih dan sek rendah yg lebih baik. Hari raya dia bawa kami semua ziarah bapa-paba sedaranya. Berduyun kami naik bas pergi Tembok, Gopeng,..
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> Tak lengkap tak tulis sikit about our mother, Rokiah bt Jaafar. Mkco tak byk memori tentangnya. I was in std one when she returned to the Almighty. Unlike atuk, dia lebih byk cakap, dan Atuk setuju saja dgn apa2 keputusannya tentang sesuatu. seperti Atuk, dia juga pengasih orangnya. Zaman dulu peminta sedekah datang dari rumah ke rumah dan orang2 sedekahkan beras, bukan duit. Mak kami, selain dari beri beras saja, dia suruh Mk We hidangkan makanan untuk peminta sedekah tu, bukan nasi kandar tapi proper hidangan dalam satu dulang. Mana ada orang rajin nak buat gitu sekarang, malah waktu tu pon takde orang nak go all out like that. A real fantastic act! And she always wanted the best for her children. Dgr ceritanya, mak mertuanya mahu jodohkan anak gadisnya dgn jejaka yang tak tetap income dan dari kampong. She dared to go against the plan. alhm'lah setelah dia dah tiada, masuklah rombongan dari seorang guru yang baik meminang dan dapatlah cucu-cucu yg baik (kome lale tu..) yang tak pernah dilihatnya langsong.and she was a great protector of her kids. Mkco ingat kami naik bas nak pergi rmh sedara di Butterwrth, sbb nk ambil daun semambu, ubat kerana mkco kena pelentung. Dia dukung Mk Noi, mkco di belakangnya, . Belum sempat kedua-kaki naik atas bas, bas tu mula bergerak. Mak kami apa lagi..dia marah dan jerit pada driver bas. Semua orang dlm bas tercengang, but uf course sided her.

Family Trip to Penang in June

Celebrated our 5th anniversary by giving a trip to my kids. Location is Pearl of the Orient
1) Gurney Drive
2) Padang Kota
3) Botanical Garden
4) Penang Hill
5) Ferry Trip
Wow.. we managed control ourselves not to spend money in shopping..Only for the foods. Cuma habis duit MYR200. Happy... my husband gave full cooperation.My kids were behave..well

Hot topic but devastating

I got to know from my sister that my maid treated my kids badly. Sedihnya..Subhanallah. When she cleaned their poops she used her feet. Sedihnya.. Lepas tu dah malas masak makan budak ni sup sayur ajer. Ikan dia makan, budak ni tak makan. But I can't do anything sbb mak cakap don't say much about this takut lagi teruk dia buat kat budak budak tu. So, I just have to letting go.. MasyAllah. Dah la tu, when I'm at work I somehow forget about my kids at home. Sometimes or most of the times I didn't call them. Kalau lambat balik, lambat jelah. K Lah kata budak budak ni sampai takut nak buang air besar. Pastu kalau dia cuci mesti tutup pintu.