My Week

June 16

Starting my 2 nd week going to the office during the covid-19 mode.

June 15 - Took half day, went to see mak at Bukit Jelutong. Mak ngadu sakit tengkuk, doc suspek spine problem. Kalau nak check further, kena buat xray. Mak tak boleh toleh kiri/kanan.

June 16 - Did the work on Site Health improvement plans (boooring), layankan tfs update pbi and task untuk team members (waste of time), layan email, siapkan kerja on the documentation. What a boring day. Balik at 5.45 pm (tidur dalam bas, check ig sikit), call up husband to pick up kat palm mall bus stand. Had dinner, pajeri terung, sambal kentang..yang lain semua panas lauk semalam. The girls went to nawarra's house. K ria depa pi jemput around 2pm. Balik rumah dah lapar, tak sabar nak makan. Yep..my kids are big eater. tak yah risau susah nak makan.

Gambar buat kenangan

My lonely Phd Journey

Assalamualaikum...

Some sweats fell discreetly, while the kids were busy with their own imaginary thoughts that punctuated every pause. I'm sitting at the corner which I considered my home office. Trying hard to find the moment of solace to write and finish my journal. It's indeed a lonely journey. It's been 5 years, the progress is super slow. In fact, with ever-demanding work at the office, and the covid 19 situations, things get harder. No matter what, it should not be reasonings for me to progress.

Help me Allah... Tetapkan niatku

With my understanding supervisor ; Prod Dr Nor Hasni Osman, Dean STML school - UUM

During Proposal Defence, Oct 1, 2018

My Birthday on eid day during global pandemic

Knock on Doors

After the congregational solat raya at the small living area we own in the small town of Seremban, it just us primary family. As we are now going through a lockdown, no one allowed to cross the state/country and crowd gathering is not permissible.

Earlier in the morning, we had calming session, nothing to rush upon. We don't have to be ready for the group solat prayer at musolla/mosque. An yet, we enjoyed wearing the new outfits.

Some tears fell discreetly, while the kids were full silence that punctuated every pause. Sitting in the midst of souls sincerely seeking His love and contentment, my heart whispered fervently to be reunited with the family...one day.

The bombastic words and sentences were actually from a book "Nearness to You" written by Nur Fardhilah Wahid. Am trying to improve my writing skills by copying her arrangements of words.

MY first "official" vlog

As things get so intricately esp at work, the needing of doing above and beyond is necessary. The heedless opinion of people, the struggle of fitting people's needs are madness.

Well, then I thought, let's embrace change, be part of the crazy momento. And here I am with my first vlog .

And I so much realized, I'm so lack of new words.. listing down here to register on my memory

eloquent - well express
heedless - unmindful
intricate - complicated
surreal - bizarre
hit the nail on the head - do something or say something exactly right

doozie - something excellent, impressive
ephemeral - lasting for short time
gnawed - stick to ones minds
solace - peaceful
alchemy - chemistry
unraveled - investigate and solve or explain

Power quotes from Nearness to You by Nur FadhilahWahid.

"some nights after the idea of this book was conceived, i was jolted awake from sleep"

"A person cannot cross the distance of the inward and outward except with firm determination.
One who becomes lazy, incompetent, procrastinates, hardly will ever be able to accomplish a matter or acquire what he desires except if Allah wills it."

Imam Sayyid Abd Allah ibn Alawi al-Haddad.

Sharing again Nawfal's video

Nawfal and MRSM Langkawi

Last post sibuk buat tableau dashboard untuk exam Nawfal. Akhirnya tiba masa dia melalui fasa seterusnya...fasa ambik result, berjaya dan masuk asrama. What a life for us..the parents... Tengok anak usaha, dah berjaya, kena ujian untuk berusaha lagi...kippidap, never give up.

Some tips..as a reference since mommy dia dah salah packing baju anak.

Beza nya MRSM Muar and MRSM Langkawi protocol. Through my experience, none of the statement is judging any of the school..tapi melalui pengalaman.


Dari segi infra, Langkawi is much better because  it's way newer than Muar. Contohnya seperti, locker, meja study built-in by the window. Cat dan langsir masih terjaga rapi.

Muar ni plak nampak tua-nya, dengan locker berlubang dan berkarat, dinding bertebuk2 dan langsir bertahi lalat.Itu belum lagi toiletnya....

Berdasarkan kecurian, Muar lagi banyak laporan curi. Bila diaju soalan ini, asyik suruh anak yang jadi mangsa berhati2, akan seperti anak yang kehilangan barang itu patut diajar. Bukan yg pihak mengambil tanpa izin. Yang eloknya bagila phone yg takde butang nak tekan nombor, atau cermin pecah...basically yg buat takde selera untuk org ambik.

Dari segi physical anak, dari mata kasar nampak budak langkawi ni within the BMIs jenis anak2 tak main kotor, kulit putih bersih takde parut gitewww. Jenis hidup untuk belajar...

Dari segi pakaian, Muar kasi plak pakai kurta dgn slack. Tapi Langkawi kena pakai suit penuh baju Melayu... Dah la tersalah supply bau anak... cuma hari tu bawak baju melayu solat jumaat sahaja.

Terpaksalah anak basuh baju melayu tu selalu, sampai tak dan kering dah kena pakai balik...sodeeh.

Anak langkawi dah mula mengomel struggling to catch English in core subjects...There's always a start of something... hadap dan telan je la selagi boleh.

Gambar attached adalah hari gotong royong mrsm muar.


Some references for the parents to get things in Langkawi

Kedai Buku ( takde popular/MPH pada ketika blogging ni)
- Kedai Buku Barkath (new Kamdar)

Baju Melayu/Kurung
- Kamdar, Sakan (just next to kamdar)

Tukan Jahit/potong kain
- Area Kamdar,sakan (Jalan Bunga Raya)

Beli Belah barang harian anak, dan yang happening (ada Jakel, McD, BrandsOutlet)
- Billion (In front of Kompleks LADA)

Potong Rambut (mahal..~20/per person)
- Langkawi Mall

Introduction to my little one - Muhammad Nafiz Nasrun

Well I'm clueless.. but what the heck i finally created my own blog dedicated to my baby. Introduce him to the cyber world

My Dashboard

Ujian 2019

Sekali lagi dikhabarkan berita sedih..my dear friend Fuziansy Tambi sekarang di ICU kerana stroke.
Berlaku pada Isnin malam - Aug 19, 2019. Doakan supaya dia cepat sembuh.

Dia dalam perjalanan sambil memandu, kemudian mengadu rasa nak pengsan. Lepas tukar driver, dia kemudian pengsan. Dibawa ke HKL. Tak sedar , pergi melawat hari ni Aug 22.

Aug 26 (Isnin) @12.00 pm - Yansy telah kembali ke rahmatullah. Tolong sedekahkan doa pada sahabat dunia akirat.

Sad Day..lost of favourite uncle

Another sad day.. tahun ni ramai yang meninggal kan kami

Feb 2- Yop
Feb 11 - Chor Tg Tualang
Feb 28 - Paman Hid
Apr 5 - Gadek (VH)
July 2 - Major Badar (VH)
July 2 - Chu (Akmal Hisham Tak).

Around 6.20pm+ terjaga dari tidur dalam bas, nampak miss call mak and k nani. Call mak dulu, mak tanya dah tahu cerita ke.."tak tahu". Chu dah meninggal.. Terkejut.."lailahaillah".. "Meninggal kat seremban, ada kat hospital seremban".

Sampai seremban, turun kat Palm Mall, inform husband, dia pun tak tahu menahu..tak check phone. Terus pecut ke hosp seremban. Tak tahu mana nak tuju, terus ke bilik manid jenazah (forensik)...tak ramai kat situ..anak dia takde pun. Tanya kat kaunter..rupanya Chu tgh dimandikan. Nawfal yang masuk dalam bilik, lepas tu abg am pun datang... sedihnya masa tu.

Chu pergi open house kawan ex petronas, lead the tahlil and solot zuhur + solat ghaib. Masa nak balik dia mengadu sakit dada, pergi ke klinik. Masa doc nak call ambulan , atas wheeel chair dia hembuskan nafas akhir.. Innalillah hi wa innna ilahirojiun

2Q19

Mar 9 - Errands whole day. Buat grocery, hantar nawfal archery in Batu Kikir. Hantar retruning items lazada (Artificial plant), pegi damansara jumpa kelly tapi tak jadi terus pegi ikea. Balik ambik nawfal kul 11pm.
Mar 23- Kenduri K ngah kat Manjung. Cutir sekolah seminggu.
Apr 5- Batuk dan demam. 1st sick leave tahun ni.
Apr 6 - Gadek Jiran VH meninggal. around the same age as us.
Apr 19 - Nafiz balik PB. Kenduri sambut puasa Mak Yang Batu Gajah.
May 5 - Puasa ramadhan. Satu hari tinggal terawih. Smooth journey. Cabut gigi taring. Mak nya pun konon nak buang gigi susu tapi tak lepas...need to go through surgery..so tak jadi.

Raya this time, Ipoh first raya. Masak gotong royong, me masak rendang minang, k lah rendang tok, k yang nasi minyak, k wa sambal tempoyak, luqman + nisa masak ayam masak merah dgn lontong. Buat open house 1st day of raya masak sendiri (asam rebus bendi, ikan bilis petai, sambal tempoyak masak and segala rendang , nais impit kuah kacang). As usual, keay tiow goreng special pak andak.

My 1Q19 Posting

We're almost finishing 1st quarter of 2019. Start of the year with grieving ...

In October last year, yob dapat diagnose with cancer. Went through the surgery to remove the cancer in Nov. Did the chemo 1st round in Dec-Jan. Kami kehilangan Yob on Feb 1, 2019. Cepat betul masa berlalu. It reflects back to us, cepat betul masa berlalu di dunia ini. Cukup ke bekalan di sana nanti. Mungkin satu hari nanti, I will read this blog when my time is almost due

Chor Tanjung Tualang meninggal a week after that. Feb 11. Mewakili ahli keluarga Temiang untuk ziarah jenazah. Dikebumikan di Seremban. Abg Man yang uruskan jenazah. Sekarang tinggal Abg Man, dgn Abg Mad sahaj. Adik bongsu depa dah lama meninggal, masa Arie lahirkan Nafiz. Mak masa tu kat rumah Taman Permai taking care of me berpantang. Masa tu tak rasa sangat kematian ...sekarang dah umur 40-an benda tu bagi impak besar jugak.

Paman Hid , bapa sedara hubby passed away on Feb 28, on Thursday. Dikebumikan on Thursday night. Abah and mak Pilah hadir ziarah on Friday Mar 1. Hubby gi hantar, I worked from home kena ambik Nasuha from school at noon.

Kenangan bersama Yob

Other Family Events