Letter for the future

Dear myself - Nur Khairiah Muhammad (to be delivered - April 2044)

Date : Apr 19, 2024

Address: Isle of Fantasia, Setia Eco Glades, Cyberjaya

I posses my resort-like villa house to enjoy the facilities and clubhouse is just by the walking distance.

The indoor garden house is just good enough for our golden years. It's decent house (not too big to handle when we're old). I managed to hire ID to design the house for zen concept; japanese inspired design which minimalist , easy to maintain and clean. I am sitting next to glass door which i could see my small garden and the small fountain.

I live with my husband, making sure all of us in good health to hold the years together before we move apart for thereafter. 

My kids are doing well, successful with their life and family, posses good akhlak and their chosen career, always be there for us.  

Things that I never regret in my life

- Pursue my learning to the highest point to PhD. I possess the phd, completed the viva in 2024 and graduated I hope by end 2024.

- I had become key speaker note, and expert in big data adoption for Malaysia and collaborated with government agency and education institute to develop Big Data Strategy for Malaysia.

- I hope I can be the CEO of company that hold the fundamental Big Data Strategy to Malaysia

- I wanted to make sure I give back the knowledge and leverage my skills back to the nation, and inspire the youngster to continue learning and always upskilling.

Sincerely

Myself - Nur Khairiah

Please grant all my wishes to come true, dear Allah the Almighty.

 

 PhD Target

Notice for Viva Submission by June 7

Viva Session by Sep 12

Graduation Day Oct 2023/2024

Quarterly Update

Dah lama tak tulis dalam blog ni..Nak share I had the chance to facilitate kat workshop in US. Lepas jugak akhirnya ..terimak kasih kat Salman tolong karang script untuk maksu dia

Raya 2024

 

Nasrun - Going through Angio Stent during Chinese New Year 2024

 

Unpaid Leave - Gapai Cita Cita

Apr 1 - Taking my unpaid to complete my phd and focus to the family

June 17,2020

I jolted awake from sleep, to realize it's 5.40 am. I'm super late...

My Week

June 16

Starting my 2 nd week going to the office during the covid-19 mode.

June 15 - Took half day, went to see mak at Bukit Jelutong. Mak ngadu sakit tengkuk, doc suspek spine problem. Kalau nak check further, kena buat xray. Mak tak boleh toleh kiri/kanan.

June 16 - Did the work on Site Health improvement plans (boooring), layankan tfs update pbi and task untuk team members (waste of time), layan email, siapkan kerja on the documentation. What a boring day. Balik at 5.45 pm (tidur dalam bas, check ig sikit), call up husband to pick up kat palm mall bus stand. Had dinner, pajeri terung, sambal kentang..yang lain semua panas lauk semalam. The girls went to nawarra's house. K ria depa pi jemput around 2pm. Balik rumah dah lapar, tak sabar nak makan. Yep..my kids are big eater. tak yah risau susah nak makan.

Gambar buat kenangan

My lonely Phd Journey

Assalamualaikum...

Some sweats fell discreetly, while the kids were busy with their own imaginary thoughts that punctuated every pause. I'm sitting at the corner which I considered my home office. Trying hard to find the moment of solace to write and finish my journal. It's indeed a lonely journey. It's been 5 years, the progress is super slow. In fact, with ever-demanding work at the office, and the covid 19 situations, things get harder. No matter what, it should not be reasonings for me to progress.

Help me Allah... Tetapkan niatku

With my understanding supervisor ; Prod Dr Nor Hasni Osman, Dean STML school - UUM

During Proposal Defence, Oct 1, 2018

My Birthday on eid day during global pandemic

Knock on Doors

After the congregational solat raya at the small living area we own in the small town of Seremban, it just us primary family. As we are now going through a lockdown, no one allowed to cross the state/country and crowd gathering is not permissible.

Earlier in the morning, we had calming session, nothing to rush upon. We don't have to be ready for the group solat prayer at musolla/mosque. An yet, we enjoyed wearing the new outfits.

Some tears fell discreetly, while the kids were full silence that punctuated every pause. Sitting in the midst of souls sincerely seeking His love and contentment, my heart whispered fervently to be reunited with the family...one day.

The bombastic words and sentences were actually from a book "Nearness to You" written by Nur Fardhilah Wahid. Am trying to improve my writing skills by copying her arrangements of words.

MY first "official" vlog

As things get so intricately esp at work, the needing of doing above and beyond is necessary. The heedless opinion of people, the struggle of fitting people's needs are madness.

Well, then I thought, let's embrace change, be part of the crazy momento. And here I am with my first vlog .

And I so much realized, I'm so lack of new words.. listing down here to register on my memory

eloquent - well express
heedless - unmindful
intricate - complicated
surreal - bizarre
hit the nail on the head - do something or say something exactly right

doozie - something excellent, impressive
ephemeral - lasting for short time
gnawed - stick to ones minds
solace - peaceful
alchemy - chemistry
unraveled - investigate and solve or explain

Power quotes from Nearness to You by Nur FadhilahWahid.

"some nights after the idea of this book was conceived, i was jolted awake from sleep"

"A person cannot cross the distance of the inward and outward except with firm determination.
One who becomes lazy, incompetent, procrastinates, hardly will ever be able to accomplish a matter or acquire what he desires except if Allah wills it."

Imam Sayyid Abd Allah ibn Alawi al-Haddad.

Sharing again Nawfal's video