Hot topic but devastating

I got to know from my sister that my maid treated my kids badly. Sedihnya..Subhanallah. When she cleaned their poops she used her feet. Sedihnya.. Lepas tu dah malas masak makan budak ni sup sayur ajer. Ikan dia makan, budak ni tak makan. But I can't do anything sbb mak cakap don't say much about this takut lagi teruk dia buat kat budak budak tu. So, I just have to letting go.. MasyAllah. Dah la tu, when I'm at work I somehow forget about my kids at home. Sometimes or most of the times I didn't call them. Kalau lambat balik, lambat jelah. K Lah kata budak budak ni sampai takut nak buang air besar. Pastu kalau dia cuci mesti tutup pintu.